Freitag, 16. April 2010

I did it! I am still alive and dry! o(≧∀≦)o

Today was the graduation pank and all the people of the 13 grade dashed the school at the 4th hour with water squirt guns. It was horribly loud and... wet. (o_O'')
The graduates were really cruel this year... Thank God it's the last time I'll make this through.
My friends and I didn't want to become wet, that's why we searched for a emergency exit.
We found our Art Teacher, she agreed to open the backdoor of an Art Room, but there stood a tall graduate that waited for us and was like "Come here, sweethearts! :D muahaha". Creepy.
So we decided to continue our search. We found an Art class that were still in the room. Their teacher didn't allow them to leave the room until the end of the lesson. Well, we REALLY wanted to go home, so we just ran through the room, opened the window and jumped out. All the other people were looking at us like "WTF?!". Yay! (^o^)//))

Have a wonderful (and DRY!) day.
Mrs Strawberrypie

PS: In the next few days I'll write a post about the topic "How to be a great sister". I have to work off.

Freitag, 9. April 2010

Goodbye Easter Holidays... q_q

Strange but true, the last two weeks passed by very quickly and there is just the short weekend before the school beginning. I can't really remember what I did the last days... (o_O)
The most time I worked for my "GePo" presentation and it still isn't completed yet. I know, I know, I'm way too lazy. (^_^'')

Last Sunday I went to the Gasometer in Oberhausen and visited the current exhibition "Sternstunden - Wunder des Sonnensystemes" with my parents. It was great!
There were lots and lots of photos that looked really impressive. I first thought they were paintings or something like that because they didn't look like reality. Wish I could have some posters of the photos to decorate my room...
On the second floor is a 25 metre "moon". A painted balloon that is filled with helium and that is hovering over your head. It's gigantic!
If you want you can use the glass elevator to get a better look over the whole moon. But be careful, who suffers from vertigo shouldn't use it because there are over 100 metres under your feet. ;)
Well, I learned a lot on that day! ...Not really to be honest... (V_V''') *drop*

And now I'm lying here and don't know what to do during the next two days. Maybe I should test a few cupcake recipes... Myam! ♥

Dienstag, 30. März 2010

Too fat? Too thin?

In the last time I read a lot about diets, "am I too fat?" or similar things and questions at blogs. I hate these questions because most of the people do not know how BEAUTIFUL they are and they cheapen themselves with that kind of thoughts. I mean: What does a clothing size tell about who you are? Nothing! What is the matter of weighing 78 kilo? Nothing, it is alright! It does not make a bad person out of you. The same with being thin: It does not make you something like an adorable person. Then why do the most people tell you that you have to be it? I met a lot of wonderful, charming girls that were bullied by others because they thought that these talented girls had to look "better". Which is completely non-sense because no one has the right to judge about others. These girls were just too sensitive and could not defend themselves and lost all their self-confidence. That is one possibility how an eating disorder can rise. So better think what you are saying to (or better about) others, you do not know what you can wreak with that.
Unfortunately, a lot of those people exist... They bawl people out to grow in confidence. I do not like such persons and will never support that, maybe because I know what it is like to be the victim of such things.

You should know: When I was about 9 years old, there were scenes where some strangers said really bad things to me like "If your parents had known how ugly you would be, they would have get an abortion" or "Damn, you are so fucking ugly! Stay home and die!". It was kind of traumatic I think. I never had a good self-confidence so I was not able to protect me from these insults. In the 6th to 8th grade I have been bullied because I was different and a little bit thicker than the other girls (still normal weight but, well... nervermind). A lot of other bad things happened in my life that made me what I am now but right now I do not want to cry myself out.

The "great" result: I have among other things an eating disorder. For over 4 horrible years now. There was a time I lost 15 kilos in about 1 1/2 months. About one year ago I told a friend of mine that I am anorexic. Guess what she said? "Are you kidding me? You are way to fat to be anorexic!" Was not really funny, my dear... I was like "What the FUCK?!"
Oh, to clear the rumor that you have to be mega thin to be anorexian: You do not have to. It just tells about the "state" that you are in. Near the "end" of Anorexia Nervosa = super thin. At the "beginning" of Anorexia Nervosa = mostly normal weight.

Oh before you ask! The photo shows a friend of mine (left) and me (right) at the after-care of "Klinik am Korso" where I was last year from Juli to September. It is a clinic for eating disordered people and I truly loved my time there.

Montag, 29. März 2010

Grinsekätzchen stellt sich vor.

Herzlich Willkommen im wundertollen, total sinnvollen (?) Blog von Mrs Strawberrypie. :)
Hier werdet ihr demnächst mit mehr oder weniger interessanten Alltagsmist, Nicht-Alltagsmist und Sondermist vollgespammt über mich, mein Leben und knuffige Bärchen. <3
Und warum? Weil ich ein Grinsekätzchen bin~ hrhr

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